Kelsey!!

Yes! if ur volume is up, u'r listening to Metro Station's old hit called, 'KELSEY'!

whoohoo!! hehe found this song last year n loved it so decided to put it on the blog! :) yeah so for some reason im in this sort 'dance-ish' mood! so i updated a few songs on my Blog player, so listen up for fun! :)

so last month, during final projects n all tat i was really busy, n i had lost some weight during that time.. non intended tho! n now im a terrible 40kg!! tats like 88pounds! ekks!! am definately dissapointed so im trying my hardest to put on some weight, coz i dont like myself like this! im normally 45kg so i plan to gain bout 5-9kgs!

the thing is tat its really hard for me to put on weight, i lose it easily.. so.. i need help.. only 6 months of continously gluttonny in the USA caused me to be 20 pounds heavier.. hmm. dont want tat much tho.. a nice 46-47kgs is all i am! :)

so im trying to eat alot of fattening foods n more.. but i need to know wat else will work.. n F.Y.I i do not have an eating disorder! just have a high metabolic rate.. so dont go jumpin to conclusions!

CAN ANYONE TELL ME WAT FOODS TO EAT TO HELP ME GAIN SOME WEIGHT BACK??? PLEASE!!!

thanks loves, ill really appreciate it! am kinda freaked.. oh well, goin for the Fish Spa again to become 'food to the fishes!' lol! at Bangsar n dinner wit my lovely ladies! toodles!!

*BUNNY*

A few pics!

us lookin hot!!
Golden Girls much?
She work for the bill, grind for the bill..
roarr!!
yeah were spicy! lol!

cam-whoring!!

hehe wat a great nite! :)

*BUNNY*

Movies Galore!

So ive been on my sem break n therefore been bumming around, eating and watchin movies non stop at the cinemas! :) oh the joy!! :)

so lets start wit my FAVES this times n let it end wit boos!

The Incredible Hulk

ah! funny funny- i so didnt wanna watch this movie at 1st since i thought the 1st one was crap n was really reluctant la. but just watched it in the end n honestly ppl, if u havent watched it yet, y better drag ur ass to the cinema n catch it! its, um, INCREDIBLE! hahaha its starring Edward Norton as Bruce Banner & Liv Tyler as Betty Ross! lets just say that this movie was action-action-action from the very beginning-the end! i mean the effects were great n the storyline kept us all at the edges! apparently its coz Marvel recently took over all the filmin of their comic book characters movies, n therefore, its more satisfying!
*look out for Stan Lee's appearance too! he'a actually also in X-Men! did u notice? ;)

also-- Hulk+Stark (Iron Man's yummmyyyyy Robert Downey Jr. makes an appearance!) + other Marvel comic super heroes= Big Kahuna Chaos!! cant wait!!! so to blow ur mind away-watch it! lol!

Get Smart

This was absolutely hilarious!! :) with Steve Carrell as the main man, how can u expect any less than laughter? hahaha Anne Hathaway is also in it n she does pretty well! the movie is bout Max gettin out in the field n catchin the bad guys-duh! but ah seriously, do catch it, comedic cool secret agent stuff!! :) if u need a stress-reliever or just a good tickle, catch it!

Across The Universe

ok ok so i know that this is old, but still, i finally got my hands wit it, so just watched it the other day! oh mamma-mia! it was cool! 1st off- its basically a musical tribute to the Beatles, n it features 33 of their songs in the movie. The movie is set in the 60s during the American Revolution. Jude(yes, its from the Beatles song), played by the incredible singer- Jim Sturgess(soo cute!!) comes to the US n makes frens wit Max n his sister Lucy(played by Evan Rachel Wood)! n its a basically a musical of the whole journey! alot of ppl told me tat its such a 'trippin' movie- meanin watched n enjoyed best when high.. i wudnt know since i dont do drugs, but i can definately see why they'd think so la! its cool tho! parents also watched it wit me but they were a bit bewildered at the crazy 'high-colorful' parts.. so if ur into Musicals, or just wanna watch a trippin movie then catch it! i enjoyed it! :)

21

now this movie is starring Jim Sturgess (hot hot hot-also in Across The Universe!!), Kate Bosworth & Kevin Spacey! this movie is bout the world of 'Card Counting"- basically using Math with Probability to count odds n chances in Black Jack, incredibly hard yet cool- n also legal but banned in casinos. So Ben (Jim) learns this art from his teacher Prof.Micky (Kevin) n they work in a group to clean out casinos! its quite cool- but i think i expected more from this movie. still really interestin, do check it out, just sayin tat i hoped for more..

Definately Maybe

well honestly this was so average- it was a nice movie, funny at times, but just okay only la... nothing great bout it.. its starring Ryan Reynolds & Abigail Breslin as his daughter, n he tells her the story of how he met her mother, but the story is about 3 women n she has to guess which one is her mom! its a sweet movie, n me n my mom enjoyed watchin it on a quiet nite. i just think i also expected more from this... hmm..

The Bank Job

watched it coz had nuthn better to watch..its based on a true story tho! well the movie was pretty cool i guess. its starring Jason Statham(-The Transporter) as Terry. basically he n his frens-who r a team of crooks, team up n plan to rob a bank's vault, by drilling underneath and gettin there! oh n its a British movie! so hahaha typical Englishness! lol! its not tat bad of a movie to watch, honestly! just a bit dry at some points.. i guess u watch it on a afternoon eh? :)

How She Moves

this movie was incredibly bull shit!-its soo boring, all predictable, nuthn new, storyline sucked n even the dance was bleh.. im not even gonna waste space n time on this movie.

so yeah! i think this is it for my current movie reviews! for now, that is! lol! gonna watch Wanted tomoro!! :) n cant wait for Hancock n many more! ill post them soon too! :)

*BUNNY*

Stars & Cigars

sorry i didnt update on movies, yesterday!! i was out the whole day!! acks! :) 1st of- Germany lost the finals.. sigh.. but Spain played well! do give them that! n Torres is Yummy!! just wish they made the game more interesting! fell asleep coz it was so boring!

But yesterday was a phenomenal nite! was asked to be a part of the ushers by Shaq&Grace at "The Grammy of Brands" a.k.a. the 'Brands Laureate Awards nite!'

oh it was fun!! we represented Talents Unlimited as ushers! got to the Sunway Resort Hotel at 1 for fitting with Malaysian designers gowns, n i wore a gorgeous lil cocktail dress by Nthiran! its super cute, a gold short dress wit butterlfy sleeves n low back wit turqoise details! :)

n lets just say tat the 30 of us, girls n guys, looked FAB!!! :)

basically this awards nite is held to give out awards to companies in Malaysia & South East Asia to recognize 'the best of the best' la! n its a HUGE event n guess wat? I GOT TO MEET N TALK TO AMBER CHIA!!! ahhh!! i LOVE her!! she's the winner of the International Guess model search n basically she's my idol for a Malaysian Model! n she smiled at me n came up to me n asked me a question! *ahhh!! i was on cloud nine! sigh tho didnt get to take a pic coz i dint bring my camera!* but wow! tat was the highlight of my nite!

n also Tun Dr.Mahatir our former Malaysian Prime Minister was there! :D wow! tat was honestly such an honor!! :) n he was awarded the lifetime achievement award! so we were basically busy runnin around inviting n welcoming guests n VIPs n i pinned corsages n then during the dinner, we were given a list of award recepients n we had to find them n bring them back stage! acks! VIPs! :) but we had fun la! all were playin, cam-whorin n the guys n some girls were enjoyin the free cigars that were sponsored by Davidoff! i brought home 2 for my dad! :)

after that we were just there to look pretty n take be photographed wit the winners n wat nots! but it was great! n in the end i got paid! =D glee!

ill post the pics as soon as i get em! :) wat a NITE! :)

*BUNNY*

Germany

Is definately my PICK for the Euro Cup Finals! aiisshh!! c'mon! they freakin rock man!! ja??

stayin up late to watch it! n talkin to my host dad now!! Mr.Kuhns, or as i like to call him, Mr.K or Daddy K!! :)

GERMANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Le Memorial

Yesterday we had a short lil memorial for Hannah n it was nice! bout 64 ppl turned up. I read the verse from 1 Corinthians 15:50-57 n it was nice n then mummy read out the speech that Hannah's mom, Caroline had given during the funeral while i ran pictures of Hannah at the back so naturally alot of ppl were tearing up..
Hannah, Caleb & me in 1992! haha

Hannah as a toddler! :) cute ennit?

I somehow held it together the whole time.. u know i was thinkin alot bout how Hannah took her illness... she was so incredibly strong thru out the whole thing, she never once fussed or got angry wit God, in fact, it drew her closer to Him.. amazing isn't it? her faith grew so much, as did our whole family's... once a few months ago, in the midnight, Hannah had struggled and gotten out of bed just so she cud get down on her knees n pray.. i was just so amazed at how strong she was.. i honestly hope that my faith in the Lord, shall be as strong as her's was! :)

in a few days time,it will mark the 1 year that i've been away from the USA... cant believe it flew by so fast! God i miss the States soo much! :( esp my host family, friends and Rita's Italian ices in PA, n Philly cheesesteak sandwiches.. hoagies, BAGELS!!!! wat else? i still have A TON of twizzlers left tho! oh mamamia!! someone please send me food!!!!

was just talkin to my parents bout me going on a Euro trip next year! wanna go to Paris n see Jade, my french twin, and go to Italy n visit Riccardo, Spain? with Jade n visit Jorge n perhaps Germany to see Bonnie n Jon! n also England for Sha & Liz!! :) but if Europe doesn't happen, then i HAVE to go to the States! by hook or by crook ill be there next year! New York again, PA- Allentown specifically, n maybe LA to see Kim? hmm...

i gotta go!
Need to go plant my money tree n start growing money! wish me luck!!!!! ;p

p/s: i'll be reviewing Movies on Monday!! check in on those! :)

*BUNNY*

Saying Goodbye...

in memory of Hannah, dedicating this special song to her, -Jesus, Lover of My Soul

*February 21st 1990 - June 21st 2008*

...was never an easy thing to do... especially if it is to a loved one who u know ur not gonna see in a long time...

Hannah's funeral was yesterday n from what i heard from Kris, it was just beautiful! alot of people turned up to say good bye and alot of nice things were said bout her! The Hakka was also performed and 3 songs were sang.. they were :

1)Shout to the Lord
2)Dwelling Places
3)Jesus, Lover Of My Soul.. *this was special as Hannah had sung it in chuch perfectly when she was 4years old!*

it was so evident that Hannah, even tho she had only lived for 18 years, had succesfully touched so many people's live with her ever bubbly, happy, monkey, kind and loving spirit! her best friend mentioned tat a long time ago, Hannah said, "when i die, i hope alot of people will come to my funeral, otherwise it'll be horrible if only a few came!" i think its clear that Hannah is definately looking down from Heaven, feeling happy at the turnout... she was later taken away to be cremated...

as i was preparing the Memorial Service booklet & powerpoint presentation yesterday, i was a bit shocked to find this.. Hannah's life span was from February 21st 1990 - June 21st 2008! that is Exactly 18 years & 4 months!! its scary, but also incredible how God planned it all, huh? The Big Man up there is up to something that He's not telling us.....

my 2 aunts who were there in New Zealand for almost 1 month, helping out and giving support are coming back tonite, they'll definately be telling us more bout Hannah's last few days.. oh dear! my grandparents are going to cry even more! :( tomoro at the service I've also been asked to do a reading, so a bit nervous!

anyhow... life goes on.. we try to make it work.. like i said ive been feeling much better recently.. yesterday treated myself at Topshop and bought High Waisted flared jeans! it was soo cheap! only RM59!! :) they look sassy! n also 2 cute ribbon-tied undies.. need some retail therapy!! :) MNG is also havin a HUGEEE sale, but the thing i hate bout MNG on sale is that its soo messy, the store is all messed up n unorganized n packed!!! ugh! its hard to look for stuff!!

i had a good breakfast catchin up wit Misha yesterday! its good to see her after a while! n tomoro im meeting my gorgeous twin, Riyana!! n on Friday got a bbq party at Berl's!! :) am happy to see my old old frens after so long! :)

*BUNNY*

Hey you

so sorry i havent updated! It's been hard to blog since my last post.. im quite lost in wat to say.. to be honest, writing tat post wasn't easy at 1st, but it ended up being incredibly helpful!

at 1st, i honestly didnt know wat to say, but it just suddenly came to me.. n to be honest, i really didnt plan to write wat i did, it just came out as i typed.. i have a feelin it was God speakin thru me, coz after i posted it, I felt sooo much better, like now im fine! im more hopeful and understanding and apparently my entire family has been reading it coz they think its good.. well i hope tat it helps them as much as it helped me! :)

Hannah's funeral is tomoro afternoon in her church in Whangerei, New Zealand... to be honest wit u, i was supposed to be there, was supposed to leave yesterday n attend the funeral but the ticket was too expensive n my aunt advised against it, sayin tat they'll come down to Msia in Sept... i dunno la.. i was honestly really scared at the thought of going, at the thought of seeing Hannah in a coffin... its... i dunno, u tell me.. n i hate to say this but i was scared to see her, coz even seeing the photos of her during her treatment scared me so much coz i cudn't recognize her!

i had to read the caption then only i realized tat it was her! coz the steroids n treatment made her gain alot of weight n plus her left eye was different, n i felt bad enuf as it is to not be able to recognize tat i didnt wanna feel any madder at myself....

but anyway, my family has arranged to have a memorial service for her here..
we're havin it on Friday, 27th June 08 @ 7pm at St.Paul's Church P.J.. its near Amcorp Mall, if ud wanna attend! lemme know! so now im in works of doing the program book, n the power point presentation! so a bit busy now...

but i just wanna thank every single one of u! u've been so incredibly supportive to not just me, but also my family members! :) much love! :)

oh n i did do a shoot wit Idan on last Thursday, so to change up the mood of this blog, here r 2 of the pics... more to come when i get em! :)



*BUNNY*