Tease Me Please....

Im so happy! im now the proud owner of Cafe Del Mar: Volume 1-14!!! 17 discs baby, gosh i've been on such a high lately with this ambient chill music... btw I've updated my blog player with my fav songs from the collection! :) ENJOY!!

I've been on a spring cleaning mood, cleaned my entire room and that avalanche in the closet. Gosh, im so ready to get married! Can cook, clean..... now to learn to do laundry! haha wonder if My mom approves? hahahahahaha

I shall post pics soon of that tho, im super duper proud of myself for what Ive accomplished so far! guess with good music and attittudes, one can do anything that one sets his/her mind to, huh?

I've also had such good times with meetups and fun!! :) these r just a few snaps of my Jan! more on Facebook!

Ahhhh life....... never know wat if bring la right? :) Im going to Bangkok, Thailand next week for 4 days with my parents, cousin and TRISHA!!! whooohoo!! this is gonna be legendary ya'll!!!!

.......You're Bringing Me Back to Life.... >love the 2nd track on my playlist!

go listen to Cafe Del Mar. its pure love, i swear!

*BUNNY*

CRIKEY!!

Crikey! Here's to 2009 and my 20000 blog hits!! Thanks for reading, guys!

*Bar Savanh*

So far, this has been looking like a really good year!

I've been far too busy as well as LAZY to update my blog, sorry guys.. was plannin on taking a break for a while..

Been havin so much fun, wat with entertaining ppl, random trips to Genting, a crazy but great day in Singapore... nites out.. and some food as well! :) all of this has been fun fun fun!*Cable Car**Queing for the Space Drop thingy!*

Singapore!!!

*Cute otters!**Sheila's and a roo!**Crikey!**Clark Quay*

So yes, busy busy busy busy! but FUN!!!!!

i do enjoy entertainin this crazy cousin of mine with accents! its quite fun actually, n calms her down n makes time pass quickly! only downside of it, is that ppl will tend to think that we're lunatics... which is just completely stupid of course, coz im perfectly sane, whereas she is.............. well let's just say tat we're all worried about her!

HAHAHA n yes, I will be expecting a pinch from her for telling the truth to the public! ahhahah

*BUNNY*

Im sorry for the lack of updates. I've been out pretty much everyday n the whole day!

Christmas week was insane, night after night of parties, food, fun and great spirit! I love Christmas n have received some awesome gifts! will blog bout tat next year! lol!

n i htink ive gained abit of weight from the food, which is good!

Next, Kris is back from Aussie!!!! woots!!!!! n her best fren n his brother is also here n so weve been taking them out, hence Ive been out the entire day n back very late (or early in the mornin???) n am so so so knackered!! but its been super fun!!

Today is New Years Eve n I feel like i wanna write some super long post bout the year, but I just dont have the drive to do so now.. im so tired. I await and interesting kick ass(hopefully!) nite and I will do the whole 'year round-up' post in the next couple of days!!

Oh btw I went to Genting last nite n im off to Singapore but just for a day on the 2nd! cant wait! So put on ur best dress (or shirt), look smart, wear deoderant, put on ur party hat, and get ready to have so so much fun, scream alot, drink shit loads of alcohol and party up people!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Black Santa?

Carlos Mencia is da bomb, yes he is.

I've spent over an hour YouTubing him n lauhgin my butt off! but I cant be bothered to post his vids here, coz theres just so many of them tat r good, so u just go on n check it out urself k?

This is just here for the Christmas festivities! ta!



*Ho Ho Ho*

Inspirations..

Ur listenin to Kanye West's new track- Paranoid! Love the new albuM!!!!

I go through almost 1000 pictures a day, sometimes even more!

Im constantly looking for new inspirations on ModelMayhem, and also seeing other models/photographer's ports so that I can learn new poses, concepts n etc! Im absolutely addicted to Model Mayhem.. honestly I find it to be the BEST international network for Models, photographers, make up artists, stylists, body art, airbrushing, Anything!

best part of it all, u get to connect with ppl from the industry all over the world, as well as book jobs locally and internationally! i got an offer to shoot in Singapore n Australia!! :D still thinking bout it, but yeah! def a great site!

its http://www.modelmayhem.com/ if u wanna check it out! also, If u feel like ur dying of boredom and want to check out my portfolio (its still really new!) my url is

www.modelmayhem.com/kelseyr

But anyway, moving back to pictures... here a just a few concepts that I love.. I use it as inspirations and will hopefully get to put my own interpretation on it during shoots!

n some pics are from ANTM n AusNTM!

so yeah, this is sometimes how my world ticks! :) cant wait for more shoots!!

*BUNNY*

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

So I've come to the conclusion that Daft Punk shall never ever ever get old! They're epitome of House music n im always dancin when any of their songs play! I've been Youtubing them recently and look wat I found!!

I found a vid of the coolest ever dancing girl! there's just sumn bout the way she moves and dances, u know she's just havin so much fun! I love her moves and her attitude! She's called the Bandy Toaster n shes had more than 3.4 million views!

N i know for a fact tht while ur watchin this, ur prolly up tryin some of the moves out, ya? :)

and these vids are from the Daft Punk Alive 2007 tour! pure awesome possumness, that I think if they Ever came to Malaysia, id so totally KILL to get tickets n I'll just die of happiness at that concert!!





N I dont think see how anyone could not love One More Time.. classic shizznits, ya'll!

*BUNNY*

Pooper!

So this week i found out that Pooper is a girl! haha imagine that? i think i should have known as it kept going towards the shoes.. ;)

on another note, this week has been somewhat uneventful, until last night! I've been wanting to get a new phone, but I wasn't making a big deal out of it la, figured I'd look around till Dec. But yesterday my loony parents woke me up from deep sleep, n my mom was showin me her winning comic strip in this contest she joined.

It was all framed up, n they both were smiling. Im thinkin (all grumpy) why these ppl crazy ah?? n then they asked me to come to their room. So i drag my bum out of bed, still stoned n ta-da!! My mom was holding a Sony Ericsson box in her hands n few seconds later i realized there was a phone in there!!

Haha! she won the phone from the contest n gave it to me!!! :D:D i was like 'whoooaaaahhhhhh!!!' so yeah, am really happy now, n plus, its actually a really awesome phone! i'd never wanted a SE, coz Im a Samsung loyal fan, but after playing around with it, Have to admit that it's pretty cool! :) thanks mom!

* W9010i*

Also, I've just come to realize how much God has been blessing me lately. Praise God and all that he does! i know this is corny, but I desperately didnt want to eat rice n curry @ grandma's tonite, was so so dreading it, n on the way there, I prayed that she made something else, n true enuf, she made mihun! :) oh thank you so much God!

Blessing me with a new phone- I feel good coz then my parents can spend that money on sumn else, and I didnt have to suffer with a dinner I was dreading. Also, I cant wait till Feb! Parents n Kris n I are going to Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam!! :) should be fun!

I miss her so much, it doesnt likely that I'll be going to Melbourne anytime soon, as tickets cost RM3000.. :( but she's comin back after Xmas! cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait!!!!!!!!!

This is from ANTM Cycle11 - Samantha. i love her shots! and I really need to learn up this pose!

*BUNNY*

In Another World

So I've been meanin to much to post these up. But I've just been having such an incredibly busy (yet, satistying week!)

Ok so I know this post is gonne be so narcissistic, but wtv. Im kinda pleased with myself this week, and I think that I deserve this, so bear with me please, chiquititas?
I've had just the most amazing and fun week of my career (pfft! wat career??) ok well, my modeling life?? i dunno, wtv u wanna call it la.

I've been doing shoots since last-last Friday, Monday, Wednesday and also did the Zeitgeist German Fashion Show at LimKokWing Uni on Friday! :D i was so so so thrilled with that! really wanted it and in the end, was one of the models chosen and better yet, I modelled Nthiran's dress!! oh it was so gorgeous n dare I say, that I looked pretty sweet in it? hehe I was freakin sewn into the dress, IT WAS AMAZING!!

Backstage at fashion shows are the most hectic things. Ever. It is what u see on tv, scrambling to get models into garments, freakin if sumn is wrong. lots of body parts seen, safety pins and last touch ups n frazzled designers! mmmmmmm I love it! all the hustle n bustle is joy! :)

* Me and Nthiran!*

So the show was pretty cool, there were lots of Ppl n also some of the garments were actually pretty good!

Other than that, I think I just had some of the best shots from an impromptu shoot with Bibo this week! totally random bumpin into each other-turned to be really great! :)

*Proof that I should be a DJ*
*Amazon*

*Chocolate*

Oh Bibo.......... You are so freakin awesome la........

n then i took some shots from Prakash's shoot! they're so cute!

*Vintage*

I am just so happy la... come along way from last year's shoot with KG! im so embarresed with myself n I cant believe KG ever wanted to work with me again after that. I was so clueless back then, on how to pose, angle n all that, I've learnt so so so much this year, N im still learning and have ALOT more to improve on! :)

Im so ready for that!

*BUNNY*

I Remember...

I izzz done!! lol! So im done with my exam today, and I have successfully completed all 3 assignments (ma hai ah they r thick!!!)

I feel so proud of myself coz they're really thick.. And have to hand it in tomoro, but yes! My 1st semester of of Degree is DONE DONE DONE!!!

now its gonna be 2 1/2 months of bliss and bummminnnggg!! :D but im thinkin of goin to Aussie to bum with Kris n frens.... butttt $$$$ might not be enuf.. therefore, I am thinking of getting a job! :) preferably in Pyramid, then I can just walk there, n work! need some extra cash n need to fill my time wit something otherwise I'll just bum too much n end up spending money on food n entertainment.. am currently low in funds!! :(

SO if any1 else knows bout any good jobs available, let me know!!

Also, I got the piccies from Bibo and I am happy!! :D

*this is my Fav!!*

So yea we made magic! cant wait to get the shots from Raja n also had a shoot with Prakash on Monday for Deepa's assignment! it was the 1st time we worked together so we were still trying to get used to how each other works, but I think we managed to get some good shots! :)

So tomoro.. gonna bum in college n hang out with my clan-clan! God i miss KG KRISHNAN so freakin much.. COME BACK FROM LONDON!!!!!!!!!!!!! we need to go bubble tea-ing, dancing, get high on crack and life! HAHA i love you baby!!

*BUNNY*

The Week

Sorry again for neglecting the blog, I've just been a bit too busy to post things.. Wat with work and bumming and taking care of Pooper (yes, i think tat name is gonna stick!)..

Buutttt 1st n foremost, wishing my Mookie a HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! :D ur getting older!! quit growing up!! I shall have to be pickin out gray hairs anytime soon, LOL! =D

Talk about an incredibly HISTORICAL week!!! it was great great great!

unless u've been living under a rock, ud addy know by now that BARRACK OBAMA was elected as the 44th President of the USA n the first ever Black president!!! :D this makes me n the rest of the world (xcept Republicans so so happy!!) He's definitely the change that America needs who will help clean up the mess Bush left... I cant wait to visit OBAMALAND again!!! whoohoo!!

2ndly - ICKY got owned on his bday! hahahaha my American stomach (the bottomless pit) has opened up this week! I ate a TON of food yesterday at Tony Roma's n I so totally beat his butt at it! hahahha owned sial!!! :D this is truly history, as he normally finishes everything.. hehe n then just now I had Nasi Lemak Ayam at Darus and a Paper Thosai as well... hehehe... :D

3rdly - shoot shoot shoot!!! Shot with Raja for his assignment this morning, and it was cool. He had to do an Aquarius/water movement shoot, so it was quite a challenge la, but funny nonetheless!

n then shot wit Bibo!! we did something so awesome!! Presenting....

SAMURAI WARRIOR!!

I am happy! now....... to get back to work.... @#*$(&)#$!!!($&$

*BUNNY HAIIIYAAAA!!!*

Inside Of You

Old as ancient skies,
I've had these wandering eyes,
but you took me by surprise,
when you let me Inside of You.

Inside of You,
Inside of You,
There's got to be,
some part of me Inside of You.

Inside of You,
I could cross this desert plain,
Inside of You,
I can hear you scream my name,

Inside of You,
While the stars unfold,
I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world,
and I need you here and I need to be
Inside of You.

Now the flowers bloom,
I feel you creep into my room,
and if this should be our tune,
I'll die here,
Inside of You.

And the world explodes,
I've never been down this road,
Teach me how to grow,
While I'm movin'
Inside of You.

Inside of You,
The restless find their dreams,
Inside of You,
This King has found his Queen,
Inside of You,

While the stars unfold,
I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world,
and I need you here and I need to be
Inside of You.

Inside of You, Bay blue,
so say adieu to thoughts untrue,
Who I woo, it's You I woo.
Through and through,
and through and through,
There's so much more than just a screw,

Inside of You.
and I was blizzard blind,
felt like I'd lost me mind,
but You've treated me so kind,
I don't know what to do.

This song is by Infant Sorrow (RUSSELL BRAND) from the movie Forgetting Sarah Marshall! oh pukiiii i LOVE this song coz its just so funny n when he sings in (he's my new interest of the week!), I just love it la, hahaha if ya'll still haven't watched this movie, go do so immediately! its great! :) n Russell's character is sooo hard not to love! lol

*BUNNY*

So..

we're gonna try again....

you may choose to think whatever you want to about me, but this is really how I feel-

He didnt do anything wrong lately, maybe it was a long time coming, but he's been such a sweetheart lately, but I just tumbled into this whirlwind of doubt and Im finding it hard to climb out.

Its not that I doubt him, I doubt myself, I doubt my willingness, I doubt my heart.. I wanna be happy and I wanna try, but Im just finding it so hard..

Maybe It's just this phase Im going thru, Im growing up, and Im changing. Its nothing to do with him, its just me. as lame and corny as tat may sound to you, that IS honestly how I feel.

All I needed was a break to fall back, head over heels in love again. but maybe tats just too hard.

N when we finally talked bout pullin the plug, I somehow couldn't let go?? I don't get me, sometimes, I dont get myself... I find myself thinkin of the future, and where this relationship is really going... all I see is fog... yet I cant seem to let go.

Its not that I Dont wanna try, I honestly do, Im just finding it hard, im drowning in this whirlwind of change and self-reflection.. i dunno...

But anyway, we talked n alot of tears were flowing, were gonna try again... So cross ur fingers and wish me luck!

(although I know tat my family members prolly r prayinf for it to end. wat else is new. honestly- if me n him are over, im bloody turnin into a lesbian, lets see how they like that!)

Dookie, (or Pooper as I now frequently call it)- is still super adorable, but ohmygoodness, it astonishes me to see how much poo can come out from tat lil fuzz-ball! hahaha! its constantly eating, n when i took away the food for a bit, it started nibblin the newspaper.. '_'

thank God its cute. hahaha

*BUNNY*

Confucius Say ah...

My dad told me this.

"Confucius say ahhh.... he who goes to bed with an itchy backside, wakes up with smelly fingers........."

ROFL.

BUNNY!!!

I FOUND A BUNNY!! I FOUND A BUNNY!! I FOUND A BUNNY!! I FOUND A BUNNY!!

oh my goodness, it is the cutest ickle bunny wabbit eva!!!

found it by the roadside, there was NO ONE around, n the poor thing was gonna be run over by a car soon. so i had to rescue it, plus when I called it, it just came to me.. :)

n it was super thin, so I knew that I had to take it back.. its only a little baby!!

n so now it's named Dookie! haha wanted sumn untypical! hahaha n we just bought it a cage, bedding, food n all tat! :) the little thing is soo cute, it sits in my arms happily, but boy if u let it down, it hops n hops n hops!!!!

oh n its a girl..... i think! haha

*KELSEY BUNNY FINALLY HAS A BUNNY!!!!*

We Ate, Ate, Ate

Mmmmm now tats the feeling of satisfaction! Yesterday, we had this real big do at my grandma's house for my Aunt from New Zealand, Hemachi, n the a LOAD of family was there along with a HUGE TRUCKFULL of food! I swear!

ok well maybe not a literall truck, but ud need a van to carry all tat food! phew!! it was awesome possum man!!

I mean, I absolutely LOVE family gatherings, all my crazy aunts, uncles, cousins, all come together n we go crackers together! lol! its always me running around, gettin the food there on the table, helping out, helpin wit drinks, n anything I can. N its saying hi n catching up wit relatives n all tat jazz.. always fun! then lets come to the food.

ZOMG! there was just tons la, im not even kidding! There was:

*Best Pork Ribs ever!**Chicken & Pork Devil's Curry*

* The entire works!!! FEAST!!*

-of course my favourite Pork Ribs (hehe Kris!!) tat we always beg my aunt to make, rice, putu mayam, sodhi, chicken, mutton, devil's curry chicken& pork, beans, mamak mee, mihun, lasagna...........

* Deserts*

-i made bread pudding, n there was coconut cake, kuih, kesari, grapes.......

oh seriously it was a FEAST i tell U! I started eating from like 8, n only finish at almost 9! haha had a few helpings n by the end of the night, I was realllyyyy STUFFED to the brim!

all of the aunts were in the hall n all of us were sitting there like beached whales, with the look of over-eating n satisfaction on our faces from all tat food! haha! n the uncles were outside, drinkin n I was popping grapes into their whiskies! hahahhaha! :P all the food+alcohol+merriments= Bliss in this family! :)

So all in all, a great nite, think my aunt needed so see that we're all here for her.... Wish Uncle Roydon was here too, but he went back already.. we spent such a good time together on Friday morning n afternoon.. Met them n the other school kids, n took them round KLCC, Pavillion, Bukit Bintang n Sungei Wang, so tat was really nice..

I really need to go to New Zealand for Christmas la.. I really want to.. god I miss Hannah so much.. she wud have loved being here.

n Kris- I really was missing you terribly yesterday, wished u were there, n so this photos r for u! come back sooooonnnn!!!!!

*BUNNY*