The Chapter continues..

Love is when her voice sounds like music,
and her touch calms your heart,
Her eyes shines so brightly,
and to leave her feels so hard,
Her kisses tastes heavenly,
her hand you wanna hold,
Her movement slows down time,
and her smile fills up your soul,
Her absence always stings,
her presence means the world,
Her heart you wanna keep,
you know she's the only girl,
She's the reason that you're living,
for her you'll always strive,
I'll give her my everything,
cos she lights up my life

-ICKY-

:D
He wrote that for me, among all the other poems.. :)
He's always been such an amazing poet, writer, singer, rapper..
and he says tat im his No.1 inspiration.. :D cant deny tat most of the beautiful things he's ever written were about me, and trust me when i say, they are as beautiful as this and some even more!

Guess u can tell that im totally head-over-heels IN LOVE again! :D I really am!!!!
It feels like even tho we went thru sooo much shit last year, n now we both basically fell in love witho each other again, it just seems like, "why dont we just spend time together and be happy for now?"

Ya, we'll have to go our seperate ways someday.... maybe..... but for now, and the fact that our feelings are on the same page, and STRONGER than ever, why deny it? :D
Be happy with what we have, treasure these memories and most of all, make the most out of it!

I LOVE HIM! :D I LOVE HIM SoOoOoO much!
yes, i did fall out of love for a while last year... but now, im back in, deeper than ever too! I cant block out these feelings, ill be miserable!

He just..... Understands how i work, how i function COMPLETELY, u know? he does.... ITs scary, but sometimes he knows me more than i think he does, and vice versa..
we just somehow, complete each other. we can talk about anything in the world, we can do anything and not feel ashamed about it and we're just sooo........comfortable....

I just cant believe we've been together for 2 years 9 months already! ha! despite the breaks in between! its soo long! :D

Im just happy rite now! so so so happy!
:D

*Bunny*

The Wild Woman

So yesterday Misha came over to my place to chill n we were in my room, n as usual talkin all sorts of shit n laughin n dancin n singin to SUMMER NIGHTS from GREASE!! lol! tat was always our thing!

when we were younger, we used to sing it n have all the lines n motions memoriezed! guess nothing changed huh? haha

anyway, while i was stnding in a bra while ironin my t-shirt, tat woman was on the phone la, so we started howling n all tat , the person on the phone, Shafiq, was like, are there dogs there?

n i say: "yeah, her name is Misha!! " ;p
n u know wat tat crazy woman did????

she whips me really hard with a USB cable tat she was holding!! like really hard tat i scream in a serious high-pitched-holy-crap-tat-FREAKIN-hurts-like-hell!!!!

n then she starts screamin as well n we both were screamin n i was chasing her around! ahhahhahah

heres how bad it was!

n it even got on my arm, the pic of tat's not so clear la, but this was bad! lol!

haihzz.. then we went out to buy pearl tea n suprise MAL who just came back from Europe n we went n ate NASI LEMAK at ss2 n liz joined in the festivities!! lol!

wer were like some crazy ppl there, talkin n laughin like mad! hahhahha

ahh.. how i love Malaysia......

*bunny*

u wont listen will u?

aiyoo.. i know you people all too well, n i know tat after readin my last post u'll still n ot take my advice n u'll go ahead n watch the freak girls, wont u?
sigh...
STUBBORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dont blame me for wanting to die..
i warned you

Hold me as i puke

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Good times with Frens!

Yikes! i love my frens! hahah just tahought id say that! i had a fantastic time wit Liz & Misha today!! went wit Sha to Sunway Pyramid n shopped, walked around n was joined by Liz n we ate! then we came over to my place n looked at all our old photos from loong ago, n ooooohhhhh gooddddddddddddddddd!

hahhahahhahaa

The pics of us when we were younger/fatter/uglier were HILARIOUS!!!!
i swear man!! we just sat there looked n laughed like hyenas!! it was madness! also, listenin to Misha's off-key singin at Simple Plan's concert was.... out of this world! hahah!

I LOVE YOU GIRLSSSS!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

As i said, New Year Eve's at Riyana's gorgeous home ROCKED!!!!

there were just so many stories to tell so im just gonna put up a few pics to give ya a lil hint! :D the rest are on my FACEBOOK! hehe enjoy!

These are lil moments tat just make life, OH SO WORTH IT!!!!

*BUNNY*

Stubborn Girl

Why is it tat we can be so stubborn at times? i dont get it... Stubborness i think, is the 8th Deadly Sin which they have forgotten to add to the list...

Im sure everyone of us has this behaviour in them, how strongly we let it consume ourselves, differ from person to person, but generally we all have been mislead by it, rite??

hehe

i was just talkin to a girlfren of mine, Liz just now, n we both realized (ok we've always known la) but we just cudnt get why we have to be very stubborn.

In my case, i've always been a very, very stubborn girl, ever since i was a child! Go on, ask my relatives, they'll tell u all the stories bout me gettin into trouble despite them warnin me..

But i just am la.... im Headstrong in what i believe in-always have been..

N even when alot of ppl are telling me not to do something, and the worst part is tat, i know its wrong myself, i still want to do it n in most cases, actually do it! i think its like, i always want to walk away knowing tat;

i did try something out,

i did experience it

and at least now i know 1st hand the results/consequences of my actions...

You know, i've adopted that thinkin while i was in the USA, i wanna try everything even tho i know tat it mite not be such a good idea, coz i wanna experience everything for myself, coz i hate WHAT IF & IF ONLY.......

i hate wondering "what if i did that?" i dont wanna spend my life thinkin bout it n regrettin, u know?

so tats why i decided to try things out n come out feeling the satisfaction of havin tried at least n knowing tat is good enuf!

So yes, me & liz are stubborn...... we'd get hurt along the way, we know it...

but does tat stop us?

i think not.

*bUnNy*

Heroes fill my days..

Yes.. i have FINALLY caught the bug.. the HEROES bug! im officially and forever addicted to this show!

lol!

ok so u must be thinkin tat im some kinda loser who has been sittin under a rock the entire time since Heroes is kinda old, but NO! i have not been sittin under a rock!

Basically the whole time i was in the US, i stayed wit a conservative Christian family who were very particular bout wat the kids in the house watched n listened to, so for 6 months i was deprieved of my normal music n shows, but its ok, didnt complain much..

so since ive been back home, i've been sooo busy catchin up wit ppl, food, fam n also all the movies n songs n shows i've missed! not to mention college toO!

Thats why i was totally glued to the tv when i watched the whole season 9 & 10 of Friends, season 4 of THE O.C, season 2 & 3 of Grey's Anatomy & now, most recently, season 1 of Heroes!!! :D:D

So i has the entire 1st season on my laptop since July but i only decided to watch it bout last week, a few days b4 Xmas, n lemme tell u........
HOLY-SHMOLLLYY!!!!!!!! IM ADDICTED TO HEROES!!!!!!!

like, im on my pc wit my eyes glued to the screen every free second i can get watchin the episodes! like at 1st, the first few episodes were confusing, yet i was deeply intrigued!! :D so i kept on watchin n seriously wei!! its soo freakin awesome! i mean, after the characters develop n u familiarize urself wit everyone, the story totally takes off!

So yeah, i know, im damn sad with nothing else to do, but u know wat? i enjoy it! its my escape! loL! so ive finished wit Season 1 n now im watchin season 2 of HEROES online!! also downloading it at the same time! :D yays!!

n i have to say! the 2nd season is lookin rather brilliant! lol! n on STARWORLD, they're gonna have a HEROES season 1 MARATHON on the 19th & 20th of January on starworld, channel 711! so watch it if ur a diehard fan! :D n then they gonna start the 2nd season officially on 22nd Jan, Tuesday, 9pm, channel 711! :D

this means i get double doses! :D happinessssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!

so this day has been pretty good! i woke up n watched the Ellen Degeneras Show n forced myself to clean up my 'went thru a bomb' state- closet! loL! if ur wondering, i simply mean tat my closet was waaayyy too messy n i didn have new space for new clothes so i had to clean it out!

While i did so, i listened to HARRY POTTER & THE SORCERER'S STONE on audiobook which i had downloaded, n (btw, im like the most die-hard Harry Potter fan in Malaysia!) was thoroughly enjoyin myself by being accompanied by 2 of the best joys in my life:

CLOTHES & HARRY POTTER!! ;p

then after tat, sha & liz came over for some fun girl-bonding time! we watched "RAISE YOUR VOICE" n had fun eatin, talkin n watching hilarious old videos! :D

good day??

yeah i'll say so! :D

ooopss!!! gotta get back to Heroes! im starting Episode 6 now! :D

*BUNNY*

2007 in a Flash!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Cant believe this year is over...... What seemed like just yesterday is actually exactly 1 year ago! I honestly can still remember every detail of New Years Eve, last year!!! The feelings of anticipation for my 6 months in the USA were at a Peak of Excitement!!

Jan 07
-excitement of going on my dream foreign exchange trip was high charged!
- left Malaysia on the 9th of Dec along wit 37 other awesome & lucky Malaysians!
-went to Allentown, Pennsylvania n met my host family- THE KUHNS n got a school - LEHIGH VALLEY CHRISTIAN HIGH SCHOOL

Feb 07
-had already made real close frens in High School
-fit in well with the family
-went to New York City!!!!

March 07
-realized tat 2 months of my stay had gone past!
-was doing really well in high school!
-missed frens n family from home
-joined the TRACK TEAM in school

April 07
-turned 18 on the 3rd!!! :D
-had a suprise party!
-was sad bout leaving soon
-but spring was here!!!! :D
-was doing well in The TRACK TEAM!!
-went to Maryland for Easter wit my family

May 07
-was havin the time of my life!
-school was awesome! i did my presentation bout Malaysia n the kids loved it!
-had the Prom n wore a pretty Fushia colored dress
-Got a Pin n letter at the Sports Awards for Track!
-Senior Class trip for 5 days to VIRGINIA BEACH where i had an amazing time wit my friends
-Graduation!! :D

June 07
-started gettin very sad bout leavin soon, as i didnt wanna leave at all since i basically had fun every single day of my life n didnt want it to end!
-but i still maximised my time there well!
-crashed Graduation parties wit my frens!
-mini-golfed n hung out alot
-fun wit family too!
-got a suprise farewell party thrown by my fam n frens
-went to Souderton n said a sad goodbye to my host family n cried the whole nite with the other exchange students
-had major fun wit them tho!
-flew to Washington D.C again n met up wit the rest of the Malaysian YES gang n also 400 other participants from all around the world!
-had major fun there! n then we had to leave
-flew back on the 30th via PARIS

July 07
-reached KL on the 1st
-was happy to meet my family n friend again!!
-btw, i had put on 20 pounds/10kg in the US n had to throw away 20 pairs of jeans!
-pigged out on extremely missed good ol' Malaysian food! :D:D:D:D
-enrolled in LimKokWing University of Creative Technology n am doing the Foundation in Design which will continue to a (BA)Degree in Fashion & Retailing

August 07
-college was going great!
-severely missed host family n friends in the US tho, but was dealing
-celebrated MALAYSIA'S 50th Year of INDEPENDECE!! :D MERDEKA!!!

September 07
-nothing much happened in Sept i think! haha
-cant remember!

October 07
-had my 1st ever fashion show in college!! was awesome!!
-did a shoot wit KG n Bibo n it was just like.... wow! hahah my firsts la basically!
-life started opening up more! n met more ppl in college n was absolutely enjoyin life!

November 07
-Finished wit 1st sem of Foundation in college!! :D was amazing!!
-Kris came back!
-went to Bandung, Indonesia for shopping madness!!!!!!!
-Had a major major reality check in my life about problems, n made good decisions
-was busy busy busy the whole month! :D

December 07
-was majorly busy all the time with Christmas shopping!
-thoroughly enjoyed myself tho, n it really really felt good to be back in Malaysia! :D am very proud of my country!
-had another fashion show, n this time it was a big one in Renaissance Hotel for College grads!
-hung out with frens all the days n maximised hols!
-Christmas celebrations!! =P
-went to PD for Major family bonding fun times!
-n now its New Years! lol!

So this is honestly an extremely brief list of my 2007! theres just too many things to write out, only wish i cud! This year flew by, heck, it zoomed at the speed of sound!! But it is really without a shadow of a doubt, the BEST YEAR EVER & The most life changing one!

I'll forever remember it
BUT >>>>> HERE's to 2008!!!!!!

May u be a much more exciting n better year... God! im in for a ride!! :D

*BUNNY*