Those Nights

It's one of those nights where everything's black once more,

And I'm left blinded, bruised up and sore,

My emotions seem to take control of me,

Bitterness, jealousy, frustration- it wants to have me.

I wanna just throw away my boundaries,

My morals, my ethics, all of my priorities,

I wanna sink in and be comfortably numb,

Run away, do something stupid, shallow and fun.

Maybe it's time to visit my friends,

The sky's where I belong and feel the best,

Kissing the clouds and smoking those blueberry nights,

Flying high till I see those bright lights.

I never wanna come down anymore,

Because up here, I will never feel that stinging sore,

It's like for a minute there, I lose myself,

And these emotions get bottle up and placed on a shelf.

But for now I'm grounded and open,

These wounds that were cut are now frozen,

I know I'll be happy and bubbly tomorrow,

So here's the last drink for tonight's sorrow.

These phases, they soon tire,

They come in with ablaze, setting everything on fire,

But once they have burned, they just leave a scar,

And I'm constantly reminded of why I am where I am,

And you are where you are.

It's just one of those nights again.

Long Time Coming

SO its been along time huh?

Oh, blogging drive, where are thou??? lost it la, just lost the will to blog. but i guess im glad I still have it here to type out on once in a while.

Classes have been ok, I have started getting assignments by the truck load this week, needless to say, I have been pretty stressed out lately. Sunburst is this Saturday! I cant wait! :) even though the line-up is dissapointing, Im still psyched to catch NERD and Korn! should be awesome, and plus, Im chillin wit Kim, Deb and whoever else that is gonna be there!

should be good! :)

So im turning 20 in a couple of weeks! Im psyched, its sorta big.. no more teens.. I guess Im reflecting on how much Ive changed recently..

I've tried to make it a point to keep up with my work as much as possible, I want those Straight A's in my results.. so that I can at least be proud of some stuff! hehe But also, i try to be responsible in other areas, like cleaning? taking care of Poopie.. I dont know..

I think I just realized that its time for a more mature change. This doesnt mean that im gonna stop being the good ol me! haha I have too much fun being myself! :)

Laughing, goofing around, making others laugh, its all good, and plus if I werent myself, I dont know wat I'll do when im upset. Like the other day, I was pretty upset bout stuff, and I decided to start dancing n dressing all goofy! ...... can you guess wat happened? I was all good after that! :)

BUt yeah.. 20.... lets be a bit more mature shall we? good.

*BUNS*

Oh so the sem starts!

Ok ok, so heres to a new semester in LimKokWing!

I managed to get really good results last sem! I got A- for Design Management, Principles of Retailing & Fashion -somethin i cant remember! and a stupid B+ for Business. bodofied. but oh well! im still happy about it! :)

now as for Sem 2! I have 4 subjects as well-

Creative Development, Retail & Logistics, Principles of Marketing and Fashion Marketing. hmm so this shud be pretty interesting!

im just so so happy to be back in college! :D feels good to see everyone again n to get all dressed up for classes n also to be checkin out the latest eye candy in college la! hahaha

not much as of yet. but oh well!

oh I also just got bangs!!! eehhh!! i look like some tanned china doll la! so innocent looking! hahaha im happy, n Ive already got ideas for shoots!

other than that. life has been.............. interesting......... lets just keep it at that.

I had the best break in 08-09! Riyana n Kris totally made my break so good! frens n family.. can u honestly ask for a better time??

Im heading off to Manado, Indonesia on the 6th! haha snorkeling n beach bumming!

*BUNNY*

*Thinking of You by Katy Perry*

I just love this song.. Lyrics are beautiful and wonderfully sung..

I think somehow everyone can identify with this song.. somewhat at least.. its always gonna reflect on their first love, the ones that got away and also the ones who were taken away.. Ive had this song on repeat pretty much the entire day and been also singing along, I reckon my dad could sing along woth me right now! haha

Other than that! Ive been into the Idol season, yet again, so far I have a favourite! ANOOP DESAI or better known as NOOP-DOGG! hehe

this guy is Indian but hails from Chapel Hill, North Carolina. First glance= super geeky, prolly awkward singer. But the second he opened his mouth n sang. omg omg omg, I (n all the judges) were BLOWN away!! Soulful soulful, im so wowwed!

So i decided to Youtube him, and I discovered that he actually sings in this acapella group called the UNC Clef Hangers! they're so so cool! watch it ya'll! :)

there are like, 65 vids on their Channel, so go take a look if ur interested! :)

*BUNNY*

Vietnam!

Im off to Vietnam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ho Chih Minh to be exact!!

Toodles!

*BUNNY*

Hmm

I know I know, I've been severely neglecting my blog...

But I dunno.. lately I have been so uninspired to write. And I wanna blog bout my Bangkok trip (by far the best!!) but maybe later on...

SO much (u won't believe!!) has been going on in my life lately! Meet ups with frens, new friends, new things about myself, happenings and also just changes in my life and things that Ive begun to realize.....................

........................im bored...................

And I will be back as soon as I get some sort of drive to write again... now that shouldn't take too long, so do check in again, ya?

I love you people

*BUNNY*

My Coconuts not juicy enough!

AM OFF TO BANG KOK!!!!

oh oops, i mean to Bangkok!

im going to shop like the apocalypse is imminent! clear the way!
lol!

*BUNNNNZZZZZZ*

Tease Me Please....

Im so happy! im now the proud owner of Cafe Del Mar: Volume 1-14!!! 17 discs baby, gosh i've been on such a high lately with this ambient chill music... btw I've updated my blog player with my fav songs from the collection! :) ENJOY!!

I've been on a spring cleaning mood, cleaned my entire room and that avalanche in the closet. Gosh, im so ready to get married! Can cook, clean..... now to learn to do laundry! haha wonder if My mom approves? hahahahahaha

I shall post pics soon of that tho, im super duper proud of myself for what Ive accomplished so far! guess with good music and attittudes, one can do anything that one sets his/her mind to, huh?

I've also had such good times with meetups and fun!! :) these r just a few snaps of my Jan! more on Facebook!

Ahhhh life....... never know wat if bring la right? :) Im going to Bangkok, Thailand next week for 4 days with my parents, cousin and TRISHA!!! whooohoo!! this is gonna be legendary ya'll!!!!

.......You're Bringing Me Back to Life.... >love the 2nd track on my playlist!

go listen to Cafe Del Mar. its pure love, i swear!

*BUNNY*

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I Want................

............................I Don't Want...........

I Want...............

............................I Don't Want...........



I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT!!!!

Whatever You Like

You know I love tat song Whatever You Like by T.I n I found this pretty cool acoustic cover of it on Youtube!

now the guys aren't the best singers neccessarily, buuuuttt, I love how they added the melody n all! haha made me laugh! :)


Be back soon! :)

*BUNNY*

CRIKEY!!

Crikey! Here's to 2009 and my 20000 blog hits!! Thanks for reading, guys!

*Bar Savanh*

So far, this has been looking like a really good year!

I've been far too busy as well as LAZY to update my blog, sorry guys.. was plannin on taking a break for a while..

Been havin so much fun, wat with entertaining ppl, random trips to Genting, a crazy but great day in Singapore... nites out.. and some food as well! :) all of this has been fun fun fun!*Cable Car**Queing for the Space Drop thingy!*

Singapore!!!

*Cute otters!**Sheila's and a roo!**Crikey!**Clark Quay*

So yes, busy busy busy busy! but FUN!!!!!

i do enjoy entertainin this crazy cousin of mine with accents! its quite fun actually, n calms her down n makes time pass quickly! only downside of it, is that ppl will tend to think that we're lunatics... which is just completely stupid of course, coz im perfectly sane, whereas she is.............. well let's just say tat we're all worried about her!

HAHAHA n yes, I will be expecting a pinch from her for telling the truth to the public! ahhahah

*BUNNY*

Im sorry for the lack of updates. I've been out pretty much everyday n the whole day!

Christmas week was insane, night after night of parties, food, fun and great spirit! I love Christmas n have received some awesome gifts! will blog bout tat next year! lol!

n i htink ive gained abit of weight from the food, which is good!

Next, Kris is back from Aussie!!!! woots!!!!! n her best fren n his brother is also here n so weve been taking them out, hence Ive been out the entire day n back very late (or early in the mornin???) n am so so so knackered!! but its been super fun!!

Today is New Years Eve n I feel like i wanna write some super long post bout the year, but I just dont have the drive to do so now.. im so tired. I await and interesting kick ass(hopefully!) nite and I will do the whole 'year round-up' post in the next couple of days!!

Oh btw I went to Genting last nite n im off to Singapore but just for a day on the 2nd! cant wait! So put on ur best dress (or shirt), look smart, wear deoderant, put on ur party hat, and get ready to have so so much fun, scream alot, drink shit loads of alcohol and party up people!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's Jesus's (supposed) 2008th Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!

*BUNNY*

This Just In

Shot on Friday with Bibo and Ree!! whoohoo!!

first time doing a proper shoot with another person n it was a challenge as I now have to think of how to position myself with her, but it was mucho fun! Idan did the make up, very simple with striking red lips! :)

*Shot by IDAN*

we managed to get some pretty good shots, yea?

im so tired.. been so busy lately, runnin around, gettin Xmas presents settled, wrapping and I just got back from my church's Xmas play! lol! I was the mom! not the Virgin Mary, but a mom in the story.. twas fun! I think im too tired to report anything else for the time being.

I've started reading Twilight, its cool, n I've fallen head over heels in love with the character Edward Cullen.

*BUNNY*

Black Santa?

Carlos Mencia is da bomb, yes he is.

I've spent over an hour YouTubing him n lauhgin my butt off! but I cant be bothered to post his vids here, coz theres just so many of them tat r good, so u just go on n check it out urself k?

This is just here for the Christmas festivities! ta!



*Ho Ho Ho*

Inspirations..

Ur listenin to Kanye West's new track- Paranoid! Love the new albuM!!!!

I go through almost 1000 pictures a day, sometimes even more!

Im constantly looking for new inspirations on ModelMayhem, and also seeing other models/photographer's ports so that I can learn new poses, concepts n etc! Im absolutely addicted to Model Mayhem.. honestly I find it to be the BEST international network for Models, photographers, make up artists, stylists, body art, airbrushing, Anything!

best part of it all, u get to connect with ppl from the industry all over the world, as well as book jobs locally and internationally! i got an offer to shoot in Singapore n Australia!! :D still thinking bout it, but yeah! def a great site!

its http://www.modelmayhem.com/ if u wanna check it out! also, If u feel like ur dying of boredom and want to check out my portfolio (its still really new!) my url is

www.modelmayhem.com/kelseyr

But anyway, moving back to pictures... here a just a few concepts that I love.. I use it as inspirations and will hopefully get to put my own interpretation on it during shoots!

n some pics are from ANTM n AusNTM!

so yeah, this is sometimes how my world ticks! :) cant wait for more shoots!!

*BUNNY*

Movie Povie

I managed to catch 2 movies this week!



The first was a cartoon called BOLT and it has the voices of John Travolta as Bolt and Miley Cyrus as Penny! NOt really gonna tell u what this movie is about, but if u like Madagascar, u shud enjoy this movie! it was so so cute!!

I couldn't contain myself from just baby-talkin and squeling the whole time whenever that cute fat lil hamster, Rhino, was on screen! choooo cute! but that definately was the hightlight of the movie for me! haha! cutie putie!

The second movie I caught was Body Of Lies. Im not gonna lie, I had no idea what to expect from this movie coz I knew nothing bout it, but I actually sat there and was so into the movie! Its starring Leonardo DiCaprio and Russell Crowe!

Its all about the war in the middle east, n how they try to catch a terrorist who has been setting bombs in the UK. what a fantastic movie to watch, I really felt like I got a tour thru the Middle East! IF u enjoyed The Kingdom, then ud definately Love this movie as well!! It really made me think alot about the situation there right now, and about how alot of this undercover stuff is going on and how dangerous it really is.. makes me appreciate life here. :) great movie, action action action!

Other than that, me n mom did manage to complete like 3/4 of the Xmas shopping so far! :) so happy! and today, I single-handedly decorated my tree, I cleaned the house and I also put a few cute red n silver deco in the bunny's cage! with leftovers, I also decorated my lil plant outside the house! hah! im so domesticated, I love myself! lol!

*House Bunny*

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

So I've come to the conclusion that Daft Punk shall never ever ever get old! They're epitome of House music n im always dancin when any of their songs play! I've been Youtubing them recently and look wat I found!!

I found a vid of the coolest ever dancing girl! there's just sumn bout the way she moves and dances, u know she's just havin so much fun! I love her moves and her attitude! She's called the Bandy Toaster n shes had more than 3.4 million views!

N i know for a fact tht while ur watchin this, ur prolly up tryin some of the moves out, ya? :)

and these vids are from the Daft Punk Alive 2007 tour! pure awesome possumness, that I think if they Ever came to Malaysia, id so totally KILL to get tickets n I'll just die of happiness at that concert!!





N I dont think see how anyone could not love One More Time.. classic shizznits, ya'll!

*BUNNY*

Some Kinda Secret I'll Share With You

I need you more than anything in my life,

I want you more than anything in my life,

I'll miss you more than anyone in my life,

I love you more than anyone in my life...

-Something About Us by Daft Punk-

Happy 3 years and 8 months anniversary Mookie Boo!

*BUNNY*

Im Like The Ringleader, I Call the Shots

If u still havent caught Britney Spears's new vid - Circus, then u better watch it now!!

She's baaackkk!! Oh the old Britney that we all loved back in the 'Im A Slave For You, Toxic' phase when she was still good!! Im lovin the song and the vid!!! sumn bout it is just so.. old Britney! :)

There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kind of girl
Don't like the backseat Gotta be first (Oh..)

I'm a like the ringleader, I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot When I put on a show...

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh.Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)

HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA.

There's only two types of guys out there
Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
So baby, I hope that you, came prepared I run a tight ship, so beware

I'm a like the ringleader, I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot When I put on a show...

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)

HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. (Let's go)

(Uh. Uh. Uh-huh) Let me see what you can do
(Uh. Uh. Uh-huh) I'm runnin' this (Like-like-like a circus)
Yeah Like a what? (Like-like-like a circus)

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor (Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh

good on her!