Shot by Trisha Tan

Let's just say that working with her was bliss. Pure bliss.

Having my best friend paint me/make me up, and then shoot me was just fun, and we had so much fun- laughin, joking, singin, and trying out new stuff..



And im SO SO SO proud of her!! She's improved TREMENDOUSLY by leaps and bounds in her photography and make up!!!! We got some great shots! :) loved workin with you, my long-time-lover!!! Cant wait till we do it again!!!!!!!

So im happy with the shots! :)

Right now im feeling kinda sick... ugh.. Head ache n lethargic..... hope the day gets better..

*BUNNY*

Shock

I feel like I want to say so so much, but I cant.. Gosh I just found out from Mel today that our friend, Jinxi-cat's boyfriend passed away.. he was involved in a car crash...

I dont know him, only met him once, but still, the shock is still present from hearing such news... Gosh, I cant imagine wat Jinx is feeling now, no wait, I can somewhat imagine, since I had that horrid,horrid vivid nightmare, it was just pain..

But this is reality and it must be so so. So much harder. Jinx babe, I know that there is nothing that I can say that hasnt already been said... But babe, I LOVE YOU, we ALL Love you so so effing much, and were here to catch you, and keep you safe and help you back up, never u doubt...

if u need to just go wild streakin or anything, talking, crying, shouting, ANYTHING at all, we're all here to do it with you! :) Im keeping you and him in my prayers babe, - just please please, please dont ever give up....

muaxx..

ahhh

U know I was gonna talk alot about things these past few days.. but I just feel so uninspired to do so, know why? oh coz my dad n I just had a huge fight to which he now says no more shoots. watever man. i dont even get it. im so so sick of all this nonsense, i cant stand it anymore la.

ugh. n the day was great too, he just had to ruin it. Its non stop mid-life crisis.

anyhow- im SEVERELY and TERRIBLY addicted to House music now.. cant stop listenin to it!!!



Yesterday I did the Fashion Flirt Show at The Attic in Bangsar n we did it for Shoes, Shoes, Shoes & Sew and Soul! :)

there were 4 other models n Jai & Fiqa were among them. we got 3 pairs of shoes n bags, so it was quick changes for the Shoes3 show. then it was the Sew and Soul show! it was the first show tat I had to change n boyyyyy it was rush rush rush! :) loved it! :)



oh the sucky thing was tat the event was delayed like, 2 1/2 hours coz it was Raya2 n rainin so not many ppl showed up at the designated time. ugh. hate waiting. but it ended up being fun n it was over too soon! aishh..


and then today I did a shoot with Trisha! :) it was for her assignment for Photography class. so we did 2 concepts! n they were both so so COOL!!!!!!!!

1st- she painted a spectrum on my face! :) it looked like I was crying out a rainbow, n we shot it at my pool coz of the blue background n damn its cool! :)

2nd- she did this pretty design on my left eye with liner n blue shadow n it looked soo good! we shot against the plants and its real noce la so cant wait to see it! :)

at least few things in my day went well.. ugh. im so tired now...

*BUNNY*

Singapore's F1 Night Race!!

wow-wow-wow!!
now this weekend was a blast! i mean tat for the ear drums n for the eyes! ahh I cud go on n on, but Im too lazy, so just gonna keep it simple.


We drove down to S'pore, only took us 4 hours, and straight had lunch(dim sum!) n got to the hotel - Pan Pacific Marina Bay which is right next to the track! :)


If ya'll still have not heard, Singapore hosted the first ever Formula 1 Night Race - n it was done on the streets!

So they closed of lots of streets n made it into an awesome possum challenging course! n we stayed right next to it n u cud see the track and cars, let alone the whole city cud hear the FRIGGIN SCREECHING ENGINES that I LOVE!!!! oh crap the loudness was.. ear drum blowing! haha seriously, watchin races on tv, i know its loud, but nothin cud ever prepare me for how loud it REALLY is. its such a screech tat ur ears hurt n u have to use EarPlugs, oh but I loved it soooo much!! felt so real u know?

IT was such a dream for me to finally go for a F1 race! I mean all these years when they host in in Sepang, its still expensive but this time, the tickets were all sponsored and so were the hotel. So a big thanks to my uncle!! :D

The place was packed with lots of rich rich foreigners who obv have lots of time n money to follow these races ahhh but it was fun!

Day 1 - Qualifying Sessions.
We had Stamford Grandstand Tickets n they were pretty sweet, so had fun watchin all the cars zoom n the occasional slip into the side as they lost control of the car. nuthn major tho, they just spun out to a lane. Massa of Ferrari made pole position! :)

oh n Pa insisted on buying me a Ferrari t-shirt!
I Resisted coz it was waayy too expensive, but he bought it anyway! $120 for original, but its so nice!! :)

Day 2 - Historic Race Day!
in the afternoon, went around Orchard Road with Periama shopping, well moer of like browsing. i actually dont like shoppin in Singapore, its too expensive, i can get the exact same from home or Bangkok for 1/3 the price. anyhow did manage to buy 1red clutch, and GLADIATOR wedges!! ahhhhh!!!!


there were tons there but had to resist, as i addy have 3 pairs of flat glads, but there were so many high ones and high heeled! so found this awesome pair n it was $30, so decided to treat myself! they're soo hot!!


ok now Race Day- got awesome seats too! Turn2-3 Grandstands!!! how awesome man, we're at the turn right after the grid, so get alot of action, oh n there r big screen projection tvs there, so u watch the tv coverage as well as the live thing happenin! :)

the atmosphere was so fun! ppl all cheerin n happy! we all gasped and laughed and all at the action. read papers for coverage im too tired. but basically lots of drama- it was AWESOME! n Alonso won! good on him!!


n also we got to go on the track after tat! so took pics of rubber and the pits and Heikki Kovalainen! lol!

all in all it was such a dream come true and great weekend! not postin much pics here, but its on my Facebook. so heres the link: CLICK ME!

Taaa im tired!!

*BUNNY*

Sweet

Had dins just now wit Icks, Trish n Patrick. sweet.

Sakae Sushi and laughs. sweet.

watched Accuracy of Death. Takeshi Kaneshiro.. sweet.

Going to Singapore for the weekend to watch the Singapore Formula1 Night Race. sweet.

*BUNNY's BUM. Sweet.*

Way Tired

ugh im feeling so lethargic now.. been havin long days recently and feelin kinda sick- back aches, headaches, u name it. went out to Euphoria last night n it was...............

Stellar.

Patrick played more house, but it was really good, say it was a great way to unwind last nite! :)

also Uncle Roydon & Hem Achi from New Zealand (Hannah's parents) came down last night. they're chaperonin a high school trip to Vietnam so they'll be there from today till the 9th. Then Hem achi will be spendin almost 2 weeks with us, I think...

It was so so good to see them! Haven't seen them since... 05 or 06.. n actually Hannah was supposed to be on this trip too.. :( but it was good to see them la.. Uncle Roydon is fun as usual, but you can really just see how sad they are la.. I can see in their eyes that they miss her constantly.. was sad la...

Like, I'd catch Uncle sometimes lookin at me, n then lookin away with this look on this face, n I cud tell tat he was missing her n wishin she was here.. I do too........ darn.. we used to have soo much fun together...

N I miss Caleb too! wish he cud have come down, but think he had classes.. He's always full of his crazy jokes- haha! :) oh well, maybe a trip to New Zealand for Christmas or in January might happen..

we'll see! :)

*BUNNY*

Reach For the Stars

and if you fail at least you'll land among the clouds....

That's what I always believe in. You should never give up dreaming and having big plans for the future. If you make the effort to try to reach them, you'll always achieve something good out of it. Perhaps you won't always get what you want, but you'll discover new things or stumble upon new opportunities! :)

I've always had big plans for myself since I was a kid. Ask my family, I've always dreamed of being a model, of going away for foreign exchange studies, of being in the papers, of doing fashion and all sorts of silly-sounding things.. I mean I've had alot of crazy dreams.... BUT I've always strived for it..... and I will NEVER let anyone stand in the way, or tell me I cant achieve what I want coz Im not capable or wtv..

Look at what I've managed to accomplish so far. I always dreamt of going on a Foreign Exchange Trip since I was 8, and out of the 400+ ppl tat applied, I was one out the 38 chosen ones... I may not be a signed model yet... but at least I AM going somewhere with it.. Im not big, im practically a no one, but... Im slowing improving, learning more and achieving small dreams, slowly-but surely....

I've always wanted to do runways, n altho im too short, I still do fashion shows at college and next week, Im at The Attic, Bangsar for a Fashion Flirt event! and I've always dreamed of being in Seventeen mag one day, and this morning- I got to do a small shoot wit em! :) I'll be in the December issue!

The only person that can tell me tat Im not capable of achieving those things is myself. As long as I try my best, I'll be happy. Im not gonna listen to ppl or family members tat say; 'oh u should wear a padded push up bra la, then only nice....' like waaatt??? r u serious???

who said dreams are for losers? of course I do not get all tat I want.. God has yet to grant me with some nice boobs, but I'm very comfy in my own skin.. no car yet.. lots of things Tat I still dont have.. but im proud of myself for always trying my best.... :) So never give up ur dreams, sweeties..... and dont listen to those who just dont believe in you!!! listen to ur heart.

They may not always be the path that you choose, but If u make an effort to achieve them, u never know... :)



So this is me after the shoot today! :) I was so in the mood for a 'Lena Fujii'-esque camwhore session, n I still had my make-up from this morning on, so pardon me! lol! I haven't camwhored in the longest time ever, n my skills r severely lacking, but this is what I came up with so far.. hehehehe



*BUNNY*

So So So

Songs of the week- Gym Class Heroes - COOKIE JAR. and also next is, Hed Kandi ft. Cascada- IT'S YOU, IT'S ME.
*JEALOUSY*
ahh im currently addicted to HED KANDI!! :) their coming to Malaysia and are gonna be playing at Euphoria on the 27th of Sept n I cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!! :) cant believe how awesome their songs are!

SO do come to Euphoria on tat day, ur gonna regret it if ur not there!! n the admission is RM50.

also been listenin to Gym Class Heroes's new stuff, like Cookie Jar & Peace Sign/Index Down! these r pretty darn sweet man!
*Starry Eyed*

just gor some more shots from Bibo! :) im a happy girl! :)


wat do u think?


I had the randomest/wierdest yet happiest dream this morning! it was soo weird but strangely I was so happy during the whole thing, in fact everyone in my dream was, and I can remember everything about it!


Dreamt tat I was pregnant! lol and like, just about to give birth! hahaha I think I was bout, 20 in the dream, n was having a baby, n my parents were at the Hosp. wit me n they were so excited! haha Mal was so happy too! n I was so happy and excited that I was having a baby! weird kan? i kept thinking, 'this is gonna be so awesome! this feels so right..' n it did.. i dunno, i kept rubbin my belly, which btw was totally cute and big!! :) LOVED IT! :)


ahh was super excited.. then before my water even broke or b4 I even 'gave birth', I woke up................ :/ oh well.. i still felt so incredibly happy for some weird ass reason! lol! no idea how this thoughts came to my mind but yeah..


so go listen to the songs now and tell me bout ur weirdest/randomest dreams ppl! i dont care long or short, just TELL ME!


*BUNNY*